Day 3: Can't wait

Day 3

Can't wait to worship God in the morning. :) Lord, I LOVE YOU!!! I will dance for you later. :)

Loving you to bits,
Doreen C.

A new beginning

Today I have begin a new journey. With a new heart and spirit, I shall blog down the worship and prayer time that I have started since last night. From now onwards, I will commit 1 hour each day, in praise & worshipping through dance and meditating His words everyday. :)

The experience last night was interesting. I wouldn't say that it was not fun, but it was interesting. Thank God for YouTube because I can just go on and on with playing the songs that I want. :) I find it easy to dance. I find that I have to remind that I am not performing for someone but I am doing this for God. :) There were some funny moments where I danced crazily like King David. :) I know deep within what I am doing here is not only changing my heart but it is also changing the spiritual realm. I am "fighting" the war, I know it. This experience of "waiting" is not the literal waiting but my dance is an act of trusting God to move, while I dance before Him. :)

Today, I woke up again to do the same. This time I meditated on his words.
i) I give you peace, the kind of peace that I only I can give.
It is not the peace that this world can give.
So, do not be worried or afraid. John 14:27

ii) You will keep in perfect peace Him,
whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in you.
Trust in the Lord forever, for the Lord, the Lord,
is the Rock Eternal. Isaiah 26:3-4

Blessed are those who seek His Face...
Blessed are those who trust in Him...
Blessed are those who obeys Him
Blessed are those who are contrite in their hearts..
Blessed be upon us who yearns after Him
with all that we have.
Blessed be the name of the Lord. Amen!!

Lord God, thank you for this peace. Indeed, there is authority in your word. Father, let me not be troubled or worry, but Father, as I turn my eyes upon you, I will see your grace and beauty. And all the things are the world will grow strangely dim. ;)

Youtube: Turn your eyes upon Jesus by Alan Jackson


Father, I trust in you. Trust that you are here for me and have already leading me in the process. :) Muaks! :)

Loving you,
Doremi

sick

ayai yai yaiii.. it's the 3rd day i am sick. I can't wait for the flu, sorethroat and fever and the heaviness to go away. What is not helping is one of my subject is due tomorrow. Lord give me strength to complete this.

Lord God, I have read Ezekial and I ponder on the judgment that you had for the neighbouring countries. Indeed, pride is one thing that needs to be dealt with. OMG.... I better look inward to see whether I have any.

So lethargic la.. don't feel like doing anything but cannot... theres' dance class lagi tonite.. how how how?

Lord, I need you.... hmmrrpppp

OMG

I need your mercy and grace now

I can do all things through Christ who strengthened me.. ;) AMEN!!

Loving you always,
Doremi

SHALOM

Isaiah said," The Lord will have compassion on Jacob; once again he will choose Israel and will settle them in their own land. Isaiah 14:1. He added," The Lord will gives you relief from suffering and turmoil and cruel bondage..... Isaiah 14:3.

Such words that give peace into my soul. Who am I that my Lord will care enough to lighten my weight. Indeed, He is God who will carry my burden.

What must I focus in? Can turmoil prevent God from rescuing me? Can sadness stop God from coming to my aid? No, Gods' love is above all things. God knows the deepest emotion and thoughts that are in me right now. He knows. In regardless of all this, God, how can I bring glory to your name? Father, I love you. I will be joyful in the midst of all this. Father, I want to overcome this, I want to excel. I will grow stronger each time because I know that you are carrying me atm.

Am I afraid? Of COURSE not, how could I when I know the Lord of all LORDS are carrying me. He is with me in the midst of this uncertainties. In His eyes, there is CERTAINTIES. I believe God HAS ALREADY KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON. I want to build up my faith in Him. To trust in HIM. Father, I do not want to waver in my faith but Lord God, you are all that I have. All things are meaningless. I shall let my Isaac Go. I know that you will help me to solve this. You lead the way, My Lord. I will follow you, trusting in you. Though I cannot see the future, but Lord, I know it is going to be VERY VERY GOOD.

Father, you have not failed nor forsaken me. I will keep on trusting in you, keep on loving. Father, heal this heart and renew my heart. I trust in you. Father, one needs to go through "suffering" to come out stronger. FAther, I may not see it now, but I believe you will revealed it to me.

Father, I praise you now. I thank you for everything. I want to say that I would not be here if its not because of you. FAther, let your will be done. I know at the end, it WILL BE GOOD. :) :) :) I will abide in you.

Shalom to me.
Peace be unto me.

Loving you always,
Doremi

Mercy before judgment

Dear God,

I have learn that you truly love us. You love me and many of my friends to bits. Your love is selfless. I cannot believe that you love me so much to willingly sacrifice your son to die on my behalf? What have I done to deserve this? Deep within, I know that I have done nothing but you have first love me.

I have learn that my life amount to nothing without you. It is completely meaningless if I do not have relationship with you. It is like the branch of a tree. How could the flower bear fruits if is is cut off from the source of water and nutrient that comes only from the root. Father, you are that root. How can the flowers sustain the heat of the sun, attacks from the insects if they do not receive resources from the root? Father, you are the root.

I have learn that I am not perfect. You died for me when I was the worst of the sinners. Tell me, if this is not senseless love. This love is growing less and less in the world. Your love far superseed the kind of love that is of this world. Father, Jesus came to accept and love me, not to condemn me when I was blind. Therefore, who am I to judge others. Oh please, I am no God. If God does not do it, who am I to judge others.

I have learn that you are merciful. You are a God of many chances. You ONLY judge (discipline) when we go beyond repentance. For you say, obedience is better than sacrifice. You say that you will forgive us when we repent. Father, seek in me, show me what I need to change so that I can be like you.

I want to be a part of your story. Father, show me and guide me. I want to go back to the heart of worship that truly matters to you.

Loving you always,
Doreen ;)

Going back to the heart that matters

GOD IS GOOD.

I AM GOING BACK TO HIS HEART. that' is what matters to me now.. all are just dust in the wind.. :)

YEY!

God is OMNIPOTENT... He is all POWERFUL Above all things

God is omnipotent.. All powerful. Just read the book of Habukkuk. Habukkuk was frustrated at how the evildoers seemed to prosper and oppressing the people of God. He questioned God of the injustice that was happening then. The Babylonians are the new power who had conquered the Assyrians, Egypt and now, Gods' people.

I like the courage that Habukkuk had. Just like David, he voiced out his frustration and anger at the situations. He did not understand how this good and God of justice allowed such thing to prevail. Out of his love and mercy for him, God answered him.

God said:
i) He is using the enemy to discipline His people who were complacent and far from Him
ii) The evildoers will not prospered forever. Judgment is inevitable. God is good and will judge those who are proud.
iii) Judgment is in Gods' hand and His timing. We are to trust in Him even in the midst of suffering.

Psalm 18.
Gods' mightiness in coming to save David when he was chased by his enemies although he had been righteous.

Chronicles of Narnia
In the midst of war, God eventually came out to save the princes and princesses. God was seen in the character of the lion==>Azlan.

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My observation
God is through to his words. When we are suffering, God is here to protect and show us clarity. When we ask Him in boldness, he will revealed to us just like how he did to Abraham, David, Moses, Elijah, Noah.

I am forever grateful that I have come to be a part of your kingdom Lord God. Without you, who am I today. All things are meaningless without you.

Father, I believe in you. I trust you. Though sometimes I may doubt you, but Lord I will still argue and question you. You are secure and you love your children to see your face in regardless of how we do it. :)
Father, I commit my work, relationship, family, future, dance and art, friends to you Alone.
I count all things meaningless until I make you are my number 1 in my life.
Father, lead me not into a place of testing, but deliver me from the evil one.

Loving you always,
Selah Doremi