weeeeeeeeeeeee...ngantuk bangat.. mau tidur non-stop.
what had happened? mom left after a month, flare dance production for 2010 sunday sudah finished over the weekend. a wholesome week, man. me super da tired. i need loads of rest to catch-up to. :)
hmm, maybe i will just take tomorrow off instead. that sounds jolly good. :)
read the story of jacob and rachel. :) I like.
It is so true that God who is a God of mercy and extremely patience with us. without him, we will have no way of becoming better.
what i notice about being Gods' children:
- there's always forgiveness of sins and repentance to restart life again
- God is MERCIFUL.
- God is EXTREMELY PATIENT with us
- We have to INDEED wait for GODS" PERFECT TIMING.
- We need to be PATIENT and in the same time, TRUST IN HIM
- We must NOT go ahead of GOD ie take decision on our own
- WE MUST HOPE
- We must be HONEST when we pray... God can accept us more than we know it
- GOD LOVES ME. I do not need to PROVE or earn my love by doing things
- I AM LOVED AND CHERISH..
- I AM PROTECTED
- I AM ADORE
- GOD IS WELL PLEASE with me..:)
OK la... gota chao// till we meet again
love love,
dodoreremimiiiiiiiiii.....
Monday, October 4, 2010
Friday, September 3, 2010
Rising up in the midst of STILLNESS with PAPA
Scripture
Songs of Songs 2:10-14
The Man
10-14 Get up, my dear friend,
fair and beautiful lover—come to me!
Look around you: Winter is over;
the winter rains are over, gone!
Spring flowers are in blossom all over.
The whole world's a choir—and singing!
Spring warblers are filling the forest
with sweet arpeggios.
Lilacs are exuberantly purple and perfumed,
and cherry trees fragrant with blossoms.
Oh, get up, dear friend,
my fair and beautiful lover—come to me!
Come, my shy and modest dove—
leave your seclusion, come out in the open.
Let me see your face,
let me hear your voice.
For your voice is soothing
and your face is ravishing.
Psalm 63:2-4
2-4 So here I am in the place of worship, eyes open,
drinking in your strength and glory.
In your generous love I am really living at last!
My lips brim praises like fountains.
I bless you every time I take a breath;
My arms wave like banners of praise to you.
Observation
God is calling his beloved to come out from her hiding place and soar with him. I can see Gods' love for me, his daughter here.
I want to be out of this "uncertainty", to be close to my Father like before. The feeling of hopelessness and uncertainty is so real but God has not called me to that, but for a greater purpose.
God adores his children. He adores me and He wants the best for me. This I must always remember. I must not let his death be in vain.
Application
Today, this has reminded me of how important I am to the Lord. I must not throw away the "death" that Christ has paid for me.
Such peace in mind.
Prayer
Dear Lord, yes, I remember. I will focus unto you and not the things/circumstances around me. Please continue to shower your love and grace upon me so that I can do the same for others. :)
Loving you,
Doremi
Songs of Songs 2:10-14
The Man
10-14 Get up, my dear friend,
fair and beautiful lover—come to me!
Look around you: Winter is over;
the winter rains are over, gone!
Spring flowers are in blossom all over.
The whole world's a choir—and singing!
Spring warblers are filling the forest
with sweet arpeggios.
Lilacs are exuberantly purple and perfumed,
and cherry trees fragrant with blossoms.
Oh, get up, dear friend,
my fair and beautiful lover—come to me!
Come, my shy and modest dove—
leave your seclusion, come out in the open.
Let me see your face,
let me hear your voice.
For your voice is soothing
and your face is ravishing.
Psalm 63:2-4
2-4 So here I am in the place of worship, eyes open,
drinking in your strength and glory.
In your generous love I am really living at last!
My lips brim praises like fountains.
I bless you every time I take a breath;
My arms wave like banners of praise to you.
Observation
God is calling his beloved to come out from her hiding place and soar with him. I can see Gods' love for me, his daughter here.
I want to be out of this "uncertainty", to be close to my Father like before. The feeling of hopelessness and uncertainty is so real but God has not called me to that, but for a greater purpose.
God adores his children. He adores me and He wants the best for me. This I must always remember. I must not let his death be in vain.
Application
Today, this has reminded me of how important I am to the Lord. I must not throw away the "death" that Christ has paid for me.
Such peace in mind.
Prayer
Dear Lord, yes, I remember. I will focus unto you and not the things/circumstances around me. Please continue to shower your love and grace upon me so that I can do the same for others. :)
Loving you,
Doremi
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Loving you O Lord
Wow.. It has indeed been a while since I last blog!
I will be studying part-time for 2 years with International Christian Dance Fellowship. :) Can't wait. God is good ya. :)
Mom will be here soon, in a week time, for a month. Can't wait to spend some mom-daughter time together. It is indeed such a blessing for her to be here. :) Momsy is the best. :)
What do I want to see happening in the next 4 months?
- I want to grow deeper in the Word as well as in prayers
- I want to know what it means to be a true worshipper who worships from the heart..
- I want to worship in spirit and in truth.
- I want to bless others just like how God blesses me.
- I want to dance more.
- I want to paint.
- I want to see more creative artists in our community.
- I want to inspire and encourage others to use their artistic talents for Gods' glory.
Lord oh Lord, I want to be closer to you like never before. Teach me what it means to love and adore you just like Mary did before. I do not want to be Martha all the time but give me this heart to love and adore you. To soak in your Words like never before. I want to be here... listening attentively to your every words. They are indeed precious to me.
Loving you always,
Doreen C
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Amazing Sunday
Indeed God is sovereign... The below are the reasons:
i) Simon talked to me about relationship without me having to ask him for advice:
- Do not be a perfectionist and creates unnecessary expectations
- It will take you forever to know someone, even after marriage
- Everyone makes mistakes, forgives just as Christ has forgiven you
- Give and Take is important in any relationship
- Trust in the Lord always, for He is in control of ALL things around me
- Whatever that is true, noble and right, whatever that is pure , lovely and admirable, if there is any excellence, think of such things.."Phillipians
- There is still hope, it's not the end for God is ultimately in control
- See trials as opportunities to know God more..:)
ii) Read a Cleo Mag in a super chinese hair salon. Mag wrote on males and females who are in different commitment level. It advices the female on what to do, ie to use the "reverse phychology" method. It affirms that it's not the end, there is still hope.
Realise that the mag belongs to a client. There is no way this mag should be here because the whole salon only has chinese mags.
I see the above two occasions as miracle and ways God is assuring me. How beautiful is our Lord. :)
I BELIEVE, LORD. That you will make way for me..:)
Loving you,
doremi
i) Simon talked to me about relationship without me having to ask him for advice:
- Do not be a perfectionist and creates unnecessary expectations
- It will take you forever to know someone, even after marriage
- Everyone makes mistakes, forgives just as Christ has forgiven you
- Give and Take is important in any relationship
- Trust in the Lord always, for He is in control of ALL things around me
- Whatever that is true, noble and right, whatever that is pure , lovely and admirable, if there is any excellence, think of such things.."Phillipians
- There is still hope, it's not the end for God is ultimately in control
- See trials as opportunities to know God more..:)
ii) Read a Cleo Mag in a super chinese hair salon. Mag wrote on males and females who are in different commitment level. It advices the female on what to do, ie to use the "reverse phychology" method. It affirms that it's not the end, there is still hope.
Realise that the mag belongs to a client. There is no way this mag should be here because the whole salon only has chinese mags.
I see the above two occasions as miracle and ways God is assuring me. How beautiful is our Lord. :)
I BELIEVE, LORD. That you will make way for me..:)
Loving you,
doremi
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Believe in Me
Believe in Me
That I have plan ALL things goof for you
Believe that I will not Leave you nor forsake you
Believe in Me
Believe in Yourself
that good shall prevail
that the righteous shall avail
DC
I still Believe in doing Good
I Believe in You
That I have plan ALL things goof for you
Believe that I will not Leave you nor forsake you
Believe in Me
Believe in Yourself
that good shall prevail
that the righteous shall avail
DC
I still Believe in doing Good
I Believe in You
Friday, June 4, 2010
bad spell
Not too sure why, but sometimes I will have my bad spell. When these times come, I will pray!
Indeed, I cannot do this on my own.
This is when the verse," Trust the Lord with ALL your heart; Lean not unto your own understanding but in all things acknowledge the Lord and He shall direct your path. Proverbs 3:5-6 helps greatly.
I do not understand why do I feel like this sometimes. I wish I am free from these thoughts. Indeed, Lord I need you so much more to be here to fight this battle with me. Hold me; Support me for I am weak. I need your grace and strength like never before. Please open my eyes to see you, ears to hear you. I cannot do this alone and I need you, holy spirit to be here for me.
Father, in you I place my trust. I desire you more n more each day. Cast away any form of distractions that are not of you. Father, capture my heart at another level. Father, I choose to desire you more and more.
Father I want to be an overcomer with you. Be my strength, be my joy. Be the reason for my song.
Loving you always,
Doreen C.
Indeed, I cannot do this on my own.
This is when the verse," Trust the Lord with ALL your heart; Lean not unto your own understanding but in all things acknowledge the Lord and He shall direct your path. Proverbs 3:5-6 helps greatly.
I do not understand why do I feel like this sometimes. I wish I am free from these thoughts. Indeed, Lord I need you so much more to be here to fight this battle with me. Hold me; Support me for I am weak. I need your grace and strength like never before. Please open my eyes to see you, ears to hear you. I cannot do this alone and I need you, holy spirit to be here for me.
Father, in you I place my trust. I desire you more n more each day. Cast away any form of distractions that are not of you. Father, capture my heart at another level. Father, I choose to desire you more and more.
Father I want to be an overcomer with you. Be my strength, be my joy. Be the reason for my song.
Loving you always,
Doreen C.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
I steward, God Grows
Scripture
3 Put God in charge of your work,
then what you've planned will take place. (Proverbs 16:3) The Msg
=========================================
Observation
I love the word. The word that set one FREE. Indeed the reason I am still "alive" is because of the Truth. I love it.
One thing that I need to consider here is to list out what the word "work" meant for me. Work to me are all things or services that are done by me with whole intention and heart-filled passion. Work to me must be given the utmost care from the beginning till the end of it. As a whole, work to me must combine both heart and purpose.
What is my "work" atm? (Work = Passion = Suffering)
- Relationship with Joey
- Dance
What will I venture into for Sem 2?
- Arts
The above teaches me to give Father 101% total control of my "work", which means that I am to be the steward of the work while Father is the Giver of my work and also the one who fulfill the outcome of my work. It is exactly like a farmer. The farmers' work is to take the seed, plant it, and take care of the plant. The outcome of the plant will depend entirely on the DNA that is inside it and also the environment. In short, that is when you will hear this phrase: Let Nature takes it course".
Application
Alright.. I understand the first line. I am to allow God to take care of my "work". God gives, I steward, He grows..
Just like Doctor treats, God Heals.. :) I love it.. :)
Just like Doreen stewards, God Grows...:) hehehehe
It is only when I let God does His part, and I do my part, our work will flourish. Okay then, I will partner with my Creator from this very moment. Wow..How great it is to know that I have one amazing partner to do this with me. I will let Nature/God runs it course while I steward what I have been given.
Prayer
Father Lord, I trust in you.
You are my Lord, my God. :)
U are Sovereign and I place my "works" unto your hand.
I choose Freedom, I choose the Truth.
I choose you, but no one else.
Loving you always,
Doreen C.
3 Put God in charge of your work,
then what you've planned will take place. (Proverbs 16:3) The Msg
=========================================
Observation
I love the word. The word that set one FREE. Indeed the reason I am still "alive" is because of the Truth. I love it.
One thing that I need to consider here is to list out what the word "work" meant for me. Work to me are all things or services that are done by me with whole intention and heart-filled passion. Work to me must be given the utmost care from the beginning till the end of it. As a whole, work to me must combine both heart and purpose.
What is my "work" atm? (Work = Passion = Suffering)
- Relationship with Joey
- Dance
What will I venture into for Sem 2?
- Arts
The above teaches me to give Father 101% total control of my "work", which means that I am to be the steward of the work while Father is the Giver of my work and also the one who fulfill the outcome of my work. It is exactly like a farmer. The farmers' work is to take the seed, plant it, and take care of the plant. The outcome of the plant will depend entirely on the DNA that is inside it and also the environment. In short, that is when you will hear this phrase: Let Nature takes it course".
Application
Alright.. I understand the first line. I am to allow God to take care of my "work". God gives, I steward, He grows..
Just like Doctor treats, God Heals.. :) I love it.. :)
Just like Doreen stewards, God Grows...:) hehehehe
It is only when I let God does His part, and I do my part, our work will flourish. Okay then, I will partner with my Creator from this very moment. Wow..How great it is to know that I have one amazing partner to do this with me. I will let Nature/God runs it course while I steward what I have been given.
Prayer
Father Lord, I trust in you.
You are my Lord, my God. :)
U are Sovereign and I place my "works" unto your hand.
I choose Freedom, I choose the Truth.
I choose you, but no one else.
Loving you always,
Doreen C.
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