Bored

I'm bored at work today. Not that Ive nothing to do but my mind is distracted by things. Stuff about the past, present and the future. All in all, I'm kinda bored with things.

Hmm.. If only there is something to look forward to.

God, I want to surrender my all to you. Father, please keep me in check. The desire that you have in me, please bring it out onto the surface. Father, I do not want to go ahead of you but I want to be sure that I can be where you want me to be.

Father, I pray for clarity. I pray for focus. Show me what you have. Where u want to leads me.

Father,

I'm waiting..:)

Frustration

Grrr.... A friend called today asking to catch up. I was cornered where I have to make a time to meet this person. I gave many choices to this friend and this friend of mine has the guts to say that there were no choices given.

Grrrrr... As much as I want to be there for this friend, yet, my patience is tested.

As much as I want to choose who I want to spend my time with, I do not like someone to step into my life and question how I choose to spend my time.

Hmm...

The conversation left a bitter taste at the end.

My gosh.. Friends.... they are good yet sometimes, makes one want to "cekik" them to bits..

dory

"just venting.."