Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Amazing Sunday

Indeed God is sovereign... The below are the reasons:

i) Simon talked to me about relationship without me having to ask him for advice:
- Do not be a perfectionist and creates unnecessary expectations
- It will take you forever to know someone, even after marriage
- Everyone makes mistakes, forgives just as Christ has forgiven you
- Give and Take is important in any relationship
- Trust in the Lord always, for He is in control of ALL things around me
- Whatever that is true, noble and right, whatever that is pure , lovely and admirable, if there is any excellence, think of such things.."Phillipians
- There is still hope, it's not the end for God is ultimately in control
- See trials as opportunities to know God more..:)

ii) Read a Cleo Mag in a super chinese hair salon. Mag wrote on males and females who are in different commitment level. It advices the female on what to do, ie to use the "reverse phychology" method. It affirms that it's not the end, there is still hope.
Realise that the mag belongs to a client. There is no way this mag should be here because the whole salon only has chinese mags.

I see the above two occasions as miracle and ways God is assuring me. How beautiful is our Lord. :)

I BELIEVE, LORD. That you will make way for me..:)

Loving you,
doremi

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Believe in Me

Believe in Me
That I have plan ALL things goof for you
Believe that I will not Leave you nor forsake you

Believe in Me
Believe in Yourself
that good shall prevail
that the righteous shall avail



DC
I still Believe in doing Good
I Believe in You

Friday, June 4, 2010

bad spell

Not too sure why, but sometimes I will have my bad spell. When these times come, I will pray!

Indeed, I cannot do this on my own.

This is when the verse," Trust the Lord with ALL your heart; Lean not unto your own understanding but in all things acknowledge the Lord and He shall direct your path. Proverbs 3:5-6 helps greatly.

I do not understand why do I feel like this sometimes. I wish I am free from these thoughts. Indeed, Lord I need you so much more to be here to fight this battle with me. Hold me; Support me for I am weak. I need your grace and strength like never before. Please open my eyes to see you, ears to hear you. I cannot do this alone and I need you, holy spirit to be here for me.

Father, in you I place my trust. I desire you more n more each day. Cast away any form of distractions that are not of you. Father, capture my heart at another level. Father, I choose to desire you more and more.

Father I want to be an overcomer with you. Be my strength, be my joy. Be the reason for my song.

Loving you always,
Doreen C.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

I steward, God Grows

Scripture

3 Put God in charge of your work,
then what you've planned will take place. (Proverbs 16:3) The Msg

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Observation

I love the word. The word that set one FREE. Indeed the reason I am still "alive" is because of the Truth. I love it.
One thing that I need to consider here is to list out what the word "work" meant for me. Work to me are all things or services that are done by me with whole intention and heart-filled passion. Work to me must be given the utmost care from the beginning till the end of it. As a whole, work to me must combine both heart and purpose.

What is my "work" atm? (Work = Passion = Suffering)
- Relationship with Joey
- Dance

What will I venture into for Sem 2?
- Arts

The above teaches me to give Father 101% total control of my "work", which means that I am to be the steward of the work while Father is the Giver of my work and also the one who fulfill the outcome of my work. It is exactly like a farmer. The farmers' work is to take the seed, plant it, and take care of the plant. The outcome of the plant will depend entirely on the DNA that is inside it and also the environment. In short, that is when you will hear this phrase: Let Nature takes it course".


Application

Alright.. I understand the first line. I am to allow God to take care of my "work". God gives, I steward, He grows..
Just like Doctor treats, God Heals.. :) I love it.. :)
Just like Doreen stewards, God Grows...:) hehehehe

It is only when I let God does His part, and I do my part, our work will flourish. Okay then, I will partner with my Creator from this very moment. Wow..How great it is to know that I have one amazing partner to do this with me. I will let Nature/God runs it course while I steward what I have been given.

Prayer
Father Lord, I trust in you.
You are my Lord, my God. :)
U are Sovereign and I place my "works" unto your hand.
I choose Freedom, I choose the Truth.
I choose you, but no one else.

Loving you always,
Doreen C.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

HOt

THe weather in KL is super hot.

Funny thing is, I do have loads on time in my spare hand but I'm wanting to work.

I think I want to focus in enjoying my time here in KL. :)

Perhaps, the only person I want to meet up is Auntie..:) Will just meet up with the rest next Feb 2011.

CAnt wait.
lov,
dory

The truth shall set me FREE

Scripture

Psalm 116 (The Message)

I love God because he listened to me, listened as I begged for mercy.
He listened so intently
as I laid out my case before him.
Death stared me in the face,
hell was hard on my heels.
Up against it, I didn't know which way to turn;
then I called out to God for help:
"Please, God!" I cried out.
"Save my life!"
God is gracious—it is he who makes things right,
our most compassionate God.
God takes the side of the helpless;
when I was at the end of my rope, he saved me.

7-8 I said to myself, "Relax and rest.
God has showered you with blessings.
Soul, you've been rescued from death;
Eye, you've been rescued from tears;
And you, Foot, were kept from stumbling."


9-11 I'm striding in the presence of God,
alive in the land of the living!
I stayed faithful, though bedeviled,
and despite a ton of bad luck,
Despite giving up on the human race,
saying, "They're all liars and cheats."

12-19 What can I give back to God
for the blessings he's poured out on me?
I'll lift high the cup of salvation—a toast to God!
I'll pray in the name of God;
I'll complete what I promised God I'd do,
and I'll do it together with his people.
When they arrive at the gates of death,
God welcomes those who love him.
Oh, God, here I am, your servant,
your faithful servant: set me free for your service!
I'm ready to offer the thanksgiving sacrifice
and pray in the name of God.
I'll complete what I promised God I'd do,
and I'll do it in company with his people,
In the place of worship, in God's house,
in Jerusalem, God's city.
Hallelujah!

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Observation
I simply love it to the max. I love how David cried out to Father without much hesitance. I see Davids' courage and above all, OPENNESS. He hid nothing from Father. David wanted to let God knows how he feel inside. David is indeed an open book in front of God. :)

I see that David truly trusted Father to avenge on his behalf. David knew deep within that Father can saved him from the pit of death. David allowed Father to take the lead in bringing him out from trouble. Indeed, Father, out of his sovereignty, faithfulness, rescued David. How beautiful is this relationship here. The son depends on His Father. :) The son trusts His Father to stand up for him. And the Father heard and ACT swiftly, delivering his Son. :)

David wrote his psalm as an act of reverance and love for God. He wanted people like me and many others to hold hope and trust the Lord as He did. He wanted me to know that Father has indeed hear me and will come to my rescue. He wanted me to also celebrate in advance for He knew that God will deliver my soul from death, my eyes from tears and my feet from stumbling. Indeed, My God is YahWeh who rules forever and ever and ever.

Application
- Relationship with Father = Openness, courage to tell God how we are feeling inside, God is trustworthy, God will deliver us from pit of suffering, Gods' name is to be praised and worshipped both now and forever more, we love God by fulfilling the work that He has called us towards together with our people...........

Prayer
Father Lord, I will hold true to my identity as your daughter. Just like David, I will be opened to you, revealing all that is in my heart. Indeed, you have deliver me from the pit of suffering.. You are in the process of justifying me.. :) Father, I will place my trust in you, knowing that you are the one who will rescue me. Father, I pray for wisdom to differentiate the truth. U say that your truth shall set me FREE. Father, open my eyes to see, ears to hear and mouth to speak words to truth and that are life-giving. I ask for peace, u know, that kind of peace that only you can give. Thank you for loving me to bits. :) I want to see the truth... I want to be set free..:)

Loving you always,
Doreen C.