Beloved Father, teach me how to come back to your heart? How do I have this heart of worship? Before I can ask how to bring others back to you, I need to back "home" to where I belong. Father, I do not know how to and I'm not too sure whether to start. But, may you receive this tear that comes out from my eyes. Father, I am so glad that I can listen to this wonderful music that touches my heart. Indeed, Greg Howlett's playing is amazing. It touches my heart.
How to I create movements that touches the core of every human's hearts? How do I, papa? The reason that I can do is only through a deepening of relationship with you, right? How do I do that? I love the flow of the music. The love that he has for you. I can almost feel the love relationship that he has for you, My Lord, through his music.
Where is mine?
Father, search me, O Lord. Search my heart. Search every part of me, my Lord. I have nothing to hide. You can see right through me. Let me surrender all things back to you, My Lord. I do not want to strive, to be control, to live life meaninglessly but I desire purpose. For now, I know what is my calling but I want more than that, my Lord. I want clarity, my Lord. Please guide me, direct me, teach me on where to go.
Monday, March 26, 2012
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Thank you... My LORD.
Dear Papa,
I'm at peace...because I know that I am where I am meant to be.
There are so many questions that I desire to ask of you but really, do they matter now?
I rather sit beside you, listening to every words that you have for me, just like how eager Mary was before, sitting at your feet. I do not want to be like Martha (though I know there is season for that) but for now, I just want you, My Lord.
I must remind myself to count all the blessings that I have, Papa, memories from the moment I opened my eyes to this world. Though the world is not what it is meant to be, but I'm so glad that you have found me, Papa. I really do not know why many yearn not your ways for them. In you, there is abundant love & FREEDOM. I enjoy this freedom Lord, to be whom I am meant to be, not by works, but by "faith".
Father, I proclaim that today is a NEW DAY. What I did YESTERDAY has gone & tomorrow is YET TO COME. TODAY is a GIFT from you. Papa, open my eyes to see all the beautiful creation that you have CREATE for me. Give me a heart of thankfulness & gratitude all the days of my life. Papa, use me to shower your unconditional love & hope to those around me. Use me to speak of your love to every single soul that comes my way. Use me, my lord. I am here. :)
I rather be where you want me to be.
Loving you,
Doremi
"The more I seek You - Kari Jobe"
I'm at peace...because I know that I am where I am meant to be.
There are so many questions that I desire to ask of you but really, do they matter now?
I rather sit beside you, listening to every words that you have for me, just like how eager Mary was before, sitting at your feet. I do not want to be like Martha (though I know there is season for that) but for now, I just want you, My Lord.
I must remind myself to count all the blessings that I have, Papa, memories from the moment I opened my eyes to this world. Though the world is not what it is meant to be, but I'm so glad that you have found me, Papa. I really do not know why many yearn not your ways for them. In you, there is abundant love & FREEDOM. I enjoy this freedom Lord, to be whom I am meant to be, not by works, but by "faith".
Father, I proclaim that today is a NEW DAY. What I did YESTERDAY has gone & tomorrow is YET TO COME. TODAY is a GIFT from you. Papa, open my eyes to see all the beautiful creation that you have CREATE for me. Give me a heart of thankfulness & gratitude all the days of my life. Papa, use me to shower your unconditional love & hope to those around me. Use me to speak of your love to every single soul that comes my way. Use me, my lord. I am here. :)
I rather be where you want me to be.
Loving you,
Doremi
"The more I seek You - Kari Jobe"
Monday, March 12, 2012
It has been a YEAR
Wow. It has INDEED been a year that Ive regained my life as a single lady.
Indeed, God has pulled me through this suffering. I have regained my life and have been FREE since. There was no more wasted tears and heartache. I am free to be who I am meant to be and to pursue the passion that I have been given since 2002.
It has been 10 years now that I was given the calling and honestly, Father, when will I see the "fruits".
Honestly, I believe you are showing me that it is not by might nor power but at the end of the day, the success is only given out of your grace. I believe you want to see just this. It is not what I have earned and worked for, but at the end of the day, success only comes from you.
Father, I do not know what my relationships never seem to flourish, even for the last one. I believe I have obeyed you in all things to the point of suffering and laying down my life back then. Looking back, I do not have any regrets for I know that I have indeed obeyed you in all areas. But, you know what my Lord, I am not afraid of the next one for I know you have the best for me. I will trust in you wholeheartedly, by hook or by crook. There is no Father in the world who will not grant the desire that their children have. When a child's heart is in alignment with the Father, their desires unite as one.
Father, let me desire what you desire. May your will be done on earth as it in heaven.
Let it be your PERFECT TIMING and I want to see supernatural MIRACLE happening for my upcoming relationship. At the end of the day, I desire for you to have all the GLORY! Show me how can I be your partner in making your name be glorified.
Loving you....:)
I will be patient,
Doremi79
Indeed, God has pulled me through this suffering. I have regained my life and have been FREE since. There was no more wasted tears and heartache. I am free to be who I am meant to be and to pursue the passion that I have been given since 2002.
It has been 10 years now that I was given the calling and honestly, Father, when will I see the "fruits".
Honestly, I believe you are showing me that it is not by might nor power but at the end of the day, the success is only given out of your grace. I believe you want to see just this. It is not what I have earned and worked for, but at the end of the day, success only comes from you.
Father, I do not know what my relationships never seem to flourish, even for the last one. I believe I have obeyed you in all things to the point of suffering and laying down my life back then. Looking back, I do not have any regrets for I know that I have indeed obeyed you in all areas. But, you know what my Lord, I am not afraid of the next one for I know you have the best for me. I will trust in you wholeheartedly, by hook or by crook. There is no Father in the world who will not grant the desire that their children have. When a child's heart is in alignment with the Father, their desires unite as one.
Father, let me desire what you desire. May your will be done on earth as it in heaven.
Let it be your PERFECT TIMING and I want to see supernatural MIRACLE happening for my upcoming relationship. At the end of the day, I desire for you to have all the GLORY! Show me how can I be your partner in making your name be glorified.
Loving you....:)
I will be patient,
Doremi79
No one will ever know the heart of a mom when their only child falls sick unless they become one. Tonight, I was given an opportunity to see the desperation of a mom and the mother of the mom. I do understand that a mom will go beyond all comfort in order to see their children be taken care of. I see it now.
I hereby, want to honor all the mothers out there for without you, we will never be where we are meant to be.
Thank you GOD for opening my eyes to understand our parents in the community much much more.
Thank you GOD. I'm humbled by you!
Love,
Doremi
I hereby, want to honor all the mothers out there for without you, we will never be where we are meant to be.
Thank you GOD for opening my eyes to understand our parents in the community much much more.
Thank you GOD. I'm humbled by you!
Love,
Doremi
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