My prayers....

I am in the middle of "rest".
Though my head is hurting, but I am at peace.
I am listening to the song, "Still".
I am indeed SOARING over the FLOOD.
I will be STILL, know you are GOD.

Lord God,
I pray for Wisdom, O Lord.
I pray for your JOY
I pray for STRENGTH
I pray for PATIENCE
I want to ask forth for you PEACE that surpasses all human understanding.
Lord, there is no ONE like you.
Give me this heart to obey you wholeheartedly.
Give me a pure heart, eyes to see you, ears to hear you, hearts to FEEL YOU.
Lord, show me your ways
Let your will be done, not mine.


Lord,
I want to uphold dear dear unto your hands. Hold him, Father. Show Him that you LOVE HIM ABOVE ALL ELSE. You love Him until it HURTS you, O Lord. Father, I thank you for this LOVE, this abundance GRACE. This Joy that you have for him. Father, you have set your eyes on him looonnnngg ago and you want the best for him. Lord, please reveal your heart intention to him, right now. Even as he is working now, Father, please use him to bring joy to his colleagues. He is a man of joy, a man of goodness. I pray that you will reveal your truth to Him. Pls clear his doubt and anger on you, O Lord. Lord, you are GOOD despite the chaos of this world. Lord, show him the TRUTH of who you are.

Lord,
I want to ask you to protect my dearest best friend, TS. She is vulnerable, she is not what she is suppose to be now. I believe that you have so much more for her. Father, she shall rise up to be a woman of TREMENDOUS courage. Father, loneliness shall be far away from her. She will no longer fear men but you alone LORD. Father, you have set your eyes on her long ago. Father, please give me a heart to know her better. to accept her where she is now. I am no way better than her. in fact, she is better than me in all ways. Lord God, protect her as she represent you at her workplace. Give her GREAT JOY, love and acceptance. Give her PEACE that she needs. :)

Lord,
I want to uphold AB unto your hands. Father, he is attracted to you. It may seems he knows you, but his heart is opening himself to you. Father, I pray that you will create a desire in His heart to know you deep within. O Lord, have your way in Him, direct him all the way. Show me if needed be on how to be his friend. I also pray for Y to trust in you, too. Open her eyes to see you. :)

Lord, I pray that you will heal my headache on my right side. Father, I commit my all to you. Trusting that you are who you say you are. I love you dearly and I know that you love me very much indeed. Father, I TRUST IN YOU. I BELIEVE IN YOU. I PRAISE YOU ABOVE ALL THINGS. Lord, I am listening, just like Mary. I worship you with all my heart, Papa. Jesus, thank you for the cross....thank you for the nail-pierced hand. I don't think I can do what you did. But, O lord, use me to glorify your name up high ya. I am bought by a price, your life.

Lord,
I pray for the salvation of ALL MY FAMILY back in Malaysia. My papa, sisters family, ah boy, mer, yiyi, everybody at home. Lord, you are faithful to your words and I will trust you. You have already sent your people to them, one by one. Father, you are at work even when we are sleeping. Father, I call FORTH for Michael and Gabriel to protect them. AMEN AMEN AMEN!!!

Loving you very much,
Doremi

Chi Ba Boom

Another night, Chi Ba Boom ai ya ya.....

O Lord, Give me strength and peace deep within...
Give me the patience to resist the evil one...

Amen! :)

The Lord has spoken

Accumulative Events
- JJ lor... angry lor.... honesty lor... talk to KY.... spiral down lorr... grrrgrgrgrgrr.. self pity lorr..

The Lord has revealed the following to me during our prayer meeting just last nite.

Here it goes:
i) Image of Martial art, with strong spear skill ===> Strict Discipline
ii) "I have NOT DONE WITH YOU YET"
iii) Isaiah 8:6-8: Choose to listen to Gods' gentle guidance instead of choosing help from someone else.
iv) Look unto the Lord
v) Proverbs 29:11, Proverbs 29:22 ===>Anger Management to be reduced
vi) Proverbs 29:12====> Pride.... fall flat on my face.

Dreamt= a not so pleasant dreamt last nite===>anger and jealousy
On the street: Saw "Casper" carplate.... I believe God wants me to deal with my past.

Now:
Am reading the booking of Genesis: Story about Joseph.

Listening Points:
- I am a dreamer just like Joseph
- I go through ultimate suffering (unfair) just like Joseph
- I was "proud" and kena

What happened to me, I can relate to Joseph.

Making Choice:
- Instead of asking, "Why me"? but start to ask, " God, what can I do now?"
- Remember just like how God has been with Joseph, God is with me during this time of "suffering".
- I have to be prepared==== build my relationship with God... through my studies and personal time + prayers
- I believe I am made for more.
- God elevate Joseph for his responses, faithfulness and firm trust in God during all those times...

AMEN!!! AMEN!!! AMEN!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lord God, I praise you above all thing.. indeed, you are my Lord, my God.. I will trust in you.. there is not one like you...instead of wallowing in my self-pity.. I will rise above my situations and be an OVERCOMER just like Joseph.. AMEN... Father, I want all things to reflect your GLORY... not mine.. AMEN.. I want your name to be glorified up high..

Loving you lots,
Doremi....:):):)

Decision Decision Decision

Decision Decision Decision
Which one do I choose?
Choose the blatant truth in front of me
or
Choose to be in faith?

To choose "denial"
or
To choose "the truth"?

Oh Lord, I pray for peace in me as I make this choice. Father, let me not be judge but give me wisdom that comes from you only.
Give me strength and boldness.
I need you like never before.

Please guide me, O Lord.
Please direct me, Papa.
Father, let me lean not unto my own understanding, but in all things, let me acknowledge you and you shall direct my path.
Proverbs 3:5-6

Papa.. hheeellp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The truth shall be revealed soon.. I know it, O Lord. for you are SOVEREIGN....

Be Still

Be Still and know that I AM the Lord.

Lord God, purify my thoughts.
Give me a new heart
Let me desire you, My Lord from deep within me

Father, may my eyes be focus unto you ONLY
Let me not be sway left and right
but let me pursue you with all that I have

Lord God, I am weak
I am lowly
I am nothing but mere chaff in the wind
But, who am I that you made me higher than the angels

Father, seek me, draw near to me as I do vice versa
Never leave me alone, I implore you, My Lord
Father, give me a new heart
Give me a new mind

Let all that I have, I surrender it to you
My love life, my work, my study, my family, my finances
To you, I return it all back to you
Let me hold nothing so tightly until I'm too far away from you

Father, seek me
draw close to me as I do so, vice versa
Father, let me not be a judge
or one who thinks I know better than others

Give me a humble heart,
A heart that see others better than myself
Give me a good conscience
Give me wisdom
Give me PEACE & JOY
GIVE ME FREEDOM

IN You, I place my TRUST
In you, I adore
In you, Alone

Loving you always,
Your one and only Doremi

ZZZZzzzzzzzz

Haaa.. no facebook till 1st week of Nov.. tooo loong...

going to sleep in 9 mins soon........... want to zzzzzzzzz.. tomorrow is a new day!!!

want to sleep... nom nom nom

zzzzzzzzz

going to be in kl in 3 months time... ok la... tidur ni

byeeeeeeeeee till we meet again

Sunday Sunday Sunday

Praise God, it is Sunday. I'm at dearest's home, waiting for dinner. Dear, is heating up momsys' yummilicous food that she cooked before she left. Am missing mom already. We are currently watching" Destroyed in 60 secs" and man, people are siow lar. Got nothing better to do. (as you can see, I don't really care about my grammar because no one really reads my blog anyway). ;)

Had a fantastic day at church. Though I am not physically well, but deep within I know I am loved by God. Bliss. My prayer is to see things from Gods' point of view. Ever since, I begin to do that, I can talk and look at KP in her eyes. I am accepting her, loving her like never before. :) Indeed, God is high and mighty. Whom am I but just mere sand?

How am I feeling now? I dunno, but I am at peace.

There is no words that can describe how I am feeling now. I am happy, not having to judge and be judged. :)
It is as if, I can accept and love all things. :)

Talk to you later.. makan dulu

love love

Selah

Was sick over the week.. hai hai hai.. apa la... anyway, slept the whole day on friday and half day on saturday. although i am weak physically, but my mind is active. I feel like going out, inventing new stuff. :)

What have I read this morning. I have been reading Genesis on the story of Joseph. Indeed, all those circumstances had made him a stronger and wiser man. He responded instead of reacting to evil. He forgave his enemies. What others meant for evil, God turn it to be good for Joseph. Indeed, God was watching over Joseph un-doubtly. ;)

I was already reading Psalm. :) Everytime David cried out for help, God rescued him. God protects him.

I was also reading the book of Isaiah. God is the one who will end the suffering that Israel had to endure. Peace will once again reign over Israel.

The above are some of my observations of who my beloved Father is in nature. Without Him, who am I. I want to be grateful for all that He is and has been in my life.

It is so easy to be discontent with life, but to look from His perspective, I have all that I want for in my life.

Of course, I do want a home that I can call my own and have more $$$ in my bank, but for now, I am contented. I want to choose to be contented and not compare. I want to enjoy life to the fullest. I want to appreciate my relationships and my work, my family and all that I have.

Selah

Shalom

Praise the Lord!!! :) :) :)

Doremi

mau tidur

weeeeeeeeeeeee...ngantuk bangat.. mau tidur non-stop.

what had happened? mom left after a month, flare dance production for 2010 sunday sudah finished over the weekend. a wholesome week, man. me super da tired. i need loads of rest to catch-up to. :)

hmm, maybe i will just take tomorrow off instead. that sounds jolly good. :)

read the story of jacob and rachel. :) I like.

It is so true that God who is a God of mercy and extremely patience with us. without him, we will have no way of becoming better.

what i notice about being Gods' children:
- there's always forgiveness of sins and repentance to restart life again
- God is MERCIFUL.
- God is EXTREMELY PATIENT with us
- We have to INDEED wait for GODS" PERFECT TIMING.
- We need to be PATIENT and in the same time, TRUST IN HIM
- We must NOT go ahead of GOD ie take decision on our own
- WE MUST HOPE
- We must be HONEST when we pray... God can accept us more than we know it
- GOD LOVES ME. I do not need to PROVE or earn my love by doing things
- I AM LOVED AND CHERISH..
- I AM PROTECTED
- I AM ADORE
- GOD IS WELL PLEASE with me..:)

OK la... gota chao// till we meet again

love love,
dodoreremimiiiiiiiiii.....