Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Feeling free

I have been given the strength to let go and let GOD.
Today is a day of rest for me. I did nothing but simply rest at home and recuperate. I'm so glad for this space to do "nothing". To be single at this age, is priceless. I do not have to worry about crying babies or diapers but to hold dearly to this precious season of just simply soaking in the presence of the Lord.

It is not about doing and getting myself busy. I believe this is a season of learning, hearing the voice of the Spirit and rebuilding by faith. I believe this is a season of asking Jesus on what to do next instead of listing down a whole plan for noone. Truth be told, there is no dancer in the community. I'm completely chill with that. Truth be told, there is currently noone in my life right now.

Therefore, I see the remaining 6 months is for me to cultivate this security in the Lord alone.
No finances, power, position, relationships and whatsoever is going to stop me from seeking my Father in Heaven right now. I'm not looking for a relationship and I don't really bother about it. 
I believe in God's perfect timing and the person who is coming my way. I know when I look first unto Jesus, He will be the one who directs me. 
This I am very sure of.

As for now, I am free to invest my time in the people around me.
1) AH
2) DC
3) DC
4) AJ

As for now, I am free to work in a new place at FGA. I shall confirm this with TG very soon. Time to be out and be challenged.

I also believe that now is the time for me to ask how I can partner with God in what he is already doing within this community.

Papa, I declare that you are my all. All things are foolishness to me. As for now, my eyes is set upon you now. Not interested in any relationship now. I believe you know who he is and when we will meet. This I surrender COMPLETELY unto you ALONE!

In Christ Alone,
Doreen C.

Friday, January 11, 2013

Action Speaks the Loudest

Scripture
"But the seed planted in the good earth represents those who hear the Word,
embrace it, and produce a harvest beyond their wildest dreams. " Mark 4:20


Observation
Ive noticed that Jesus only revealed the "depth" of his parable to his disciples because he knew that they were keen to know what he taught as opposed to those who only desire to perceive and hear what they would like to hear.


Application
I am given the "seed", the Word of life. What I do with it, is important. I could listen to it and keep it. Or I could listen, question and apply it in every area of my life. I have been called, and I am made righteous through understanding of this gift of grace by the Creator. I want to see what I have learnt, embraced and challenged over the years, be applied in the work that I am about to expand this year. I desire to bring the values of righteousness, honesty, accountability, discipline into my work.


Prayer
- God give me grace. Give me the wisdom to handle the "work" that you have given me. In all that I do, you are my guiding stars. May our relationship be strengthened as I invest that I have for this year. Amen!