How I LOVE YOU SO... :D

Dearest Father,

There is NO ONE like you. 

Your AGAPE LOVE for me has simply blown my mind away.

How could I NOT LOVE you for the rest  of my life?

You are my source of LOVE, LIFE & PASSION.

I want to declare my LOVE for you above all relationships, calling, work & dreams.

I say, NOTHING, I mean it, NOTHING will ever substitute your PRESENCE in my life.

To me, you are EVERYTHING above all these things.

For this, I am forever thankful & grateful for YOU.

I am thankful for all that I have now & it is my HOPE to be one fine steward of all that you have granted me. Let me never take things for granted but to cherish & appreciate the relationships you have blessed me & good works that I lay my hands to do.

Thank you for this AMAZING LIFE!

I know it is going to be an EXCITING one and the BEST is YET TO COME!

Thank you for this ADVENTURE of a LIFETIME.  

Your One & Only,

Doreen C.

AGAPE LOVE

Oh my goodness! Today is a day where I spent the whole day in my room. Honestly, I'm so bored but I know that I must learn how to rest.

My mind is really active, nonetheless. There are a couple of moments where I thought of going to Arrow to work, or at least, DO SOMETHING worth while.

I am wondering since when the act of not doing something is not worth while.

As my thoughts linger here and there, I know deep within my body & soul is resting. My beloved miowsy is in the room with me occasionally. I will let her out so that she can do what she needs to do. I really love it when she will make herself noticeable by scratching my door so that I can let her in. She is behaving more like a dog as the day goes by, which is a bit strange. In regardless, I love her to bits, this feline of mine which I know that God has sent to me during my lowest time!

Talking about God's perfect timing. I really , sincerely believe my God is true to His Words. There is no one who can take his place, not even my future partner. I begin to realise that human will always be lonely even when they are in a relationship. I seriously believe that I am being trained now as a single, to wholly build this understanding that at the end of the day, only he could fulfills the "vacumn" in my heart. This means, that no partner, no children, no work or calling, or things that I do will ever fulfill me. At the end of the day, when all of these things are gone, all I really need is God, no one & nothing at all.

Father, I am thankful for this learning curve. Indeed, you are MAJESTIC, you are BRILLIANT and you are my Wonderful Counsellor. I do not want to place my whole hope & need in human, things or work (not to say that they are no important) to fulfill me but you fulfill me. You love me as I am, not in what I can do. Your love for me is unconditional and I know deep within that I can do NOTHING to earn it. This is what I love about you, My Lord.... :D

My prayer is this: Father, teach me how can I follow your way in loving others. This is my Lord, AGAPE LOVE. To love others without expecting anything back from them. I am learning my Lord. I know that the way to the cross is never easy but you know papa, I know it is worth it. Just like how you have loved me, you know I am worth it, right.

There is no one like you. And for this, I ADORE you whole-heartedly.

Loving you to bits,
Doremi :D