I have been to a few shopping malls these few days. Had also tried many yummilicous food during my holidays. But, to be honest, the life styles in KL is extremely high. I don't think I want to stay here for long. Living in Melbourne is good in the sense, that I do not have to spend money like I do in KL. I prefer a much simplier lifestyle that I can get in Melbourne.
As I am typing this, I realise that my life is in Gods' hand. I know that He loves me deeply and my future is already in His hand. I want to work in partnership with him just like Mary and Elizabeth.
As I read Luke 2 to 3, I see that God had already orchestrated the birth of His son from day one. He chose Mary who was ready to serve Him wholeheartedly despite knowing the eventual outcome ("And a sword will pierce your soul too." Luke 2:35). Such courage and love for God that she had. Do I have the same courage and love like Mary?
Lord God, I lay aside my own desire to serve you only. Father, I ask forth for clarity for year 2011. I do not want to play with sand anymore but I desire to build. I want to partner with you, O Lord. Please please open my eyes to see the truth, your truth. Please open my ears to hear you and my heart to feel you. Father, I ask forth for clarity for my relationship with JC. I do not know what to expect. I surrender it to you. Indeed, you are my Saviour in all things and you know who is the best for me.
Father, in you, I surrender all to you. Give me a focus heart, a strong one, I ask of you.
Loving you always,
Your dearest lui lui
