Reflections

My oh my, what a month. I would say this month has been challenging in the sense I know God is doing his works in "molding" and "refining" me. I am slowly peeling away the sense of pride from self-achievement, sense of "revealing the specks in peoples' eyes and anger. As I draw nearer to God, these have been revealed to me and oh, it is tough and "painful". God is constantly affirming me through Ps Tim, online sermons and metaphor (Farmer and the Seed). All in all, I am assured that I will not be put in a place of testing where I'm not able to bear it. :) The best of all is that I know my great Creator is in CONTROL of the situation and I am to REJOICE in the midst of it all. :)

I am eagerly seeking the path of Freedom and Peace. This I know I can get it from my creator. No relationships and accomplishment at work will be able to give me these. My worth is in knowing WHO I AM and WHOM DO I BELONG TO. My identity is in Christ and in Him, I shall be whole and secure. In Him, I can be who I am meant to be. In Him, I can be free.

Father, I pray that I will never get too far from you. Indeed my identity is in you, not my relationships, not my work. Father, may your peace that surpasses all human understandings overflow in me, through me. Reveal to me what it means to stay true to you. Show me your ways so that I can obey you. I desire to follow you all the days of my life and may you grant me joy above all things. May you open my eyes to see the beautiful creations around me. May you open my hearts to something greater than myself. I want to see...... I want to smell.... I wan to hear... I want to feel.... I want to just "BE".

Loving you from the bottom of my heart,
Your precious