Be Still and know that I AM the Lord.
Lord God, purify my thoughts.
Give me a new heart
Let me desire you, My Lord from deep within me
Father, may my eyes be focus unto you ONLY
Let me not be sway left and right
but let me pursue you with all that I have
Lord God, I am weak
I am lowly
I am nothing but mere chaff in the wind
But, who am I that you made me higher than the angels
Father, seek me, draw near to me as I do vice versa
Never leave me alone, I implore you, My Lord
Father, give me a new heart
Give me a new mind
Let all that I have, I surrender it to you
My love life, my work, my study, my family, my finances
To you, I return it all back to you
Let me hold nothing so tightly until I'm too far away from you
Father, seek me
draw close to me as I do so, vice versa
Father, let me not be a judge
or one who thinks I know better than others
Give me a humble heart,
A heart that see others better than myself
Give me a good conscience
Give me wisdom
Give me PEACE & JOY
GIVE ME FREEDOM
IN You, I place my TRUST
In you, I adore
In you, Alone
Loving you always,
Your one and only Doremi
Monday, October 11, 2010
Sunday, October 10, 2010
ZZZZzzzzzzzz
Haaa.. no facebook till 1st week of Nov.. tooo loong...
going to sleep in 9 mins soon........... want to zzzzzzzzz.. tomorrow is a new day!!!
want to sleep... nom nom nom
zzzzzzzzz
going to be in kl in 3 months time... ok la... tidur ni
byeeeeeeeeee till we meet again
going to sleep in 9 mins soon........... want to zzzzzzzzz.. tomorrow is a new day!!!
want to sleep... nom nom nom
zzzzzzzzz
going to be in kl in 3 months time... ok la... tidur ni
byeeeeeeeeee till we meet again
Sunday Sunday Sunday
Praise God, it is Sunday. I'm at dearest's home, waiting for dinner. Dear, is heating up momsys' yummilicous food that she cooked before she left. Am missing mom already. We are currently watching" Destroyed in 60 secs" and man, people are siow lar. Got nothing better to do. (as you can see, I don't really care about my grammar because no one really reads my blog anyway). ;)
Had a fantastic day at church. Though I am not physically well, but deep within I know I am loved by God. Bliss. My prayer is to see things from Gods' point of view. Ever since, I begin to do that, I can talk and look at KP in her eyes. I am accepting her, loving her like never before. :) Indeed, God is high and mighty. Whom am I but just mere sand?
How am I feeling now? I dunno, but I am at peace.
There is no words that can describe how I am feeling now. I am happy, not having to judge and be judged. :)
It is as if, I can accept and love all things. :)
Talk to you later.. makan dulu
love love
Had a fantastic day at church. Though I am not physically well, but deep within I know I am loved by God. Bliss. My prayer is to see things from Gods' point of view. Ever since, I begin to do that, I can talk and look at KP in her eyes. I am accepting her, loving her like never before. :) Indeed, God is high and mighty. Whom am I but just mere sand?
How am I feeling now? I dunno, but I am at peace.
There is no words that can describe how I am feeling now. I am happy, not having to judge and be judged. :)
It is as if, I can accept and love all things. :)
Talk to you later.. makan dulu
love love
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Selah
Was sick over the week.. hai hai hai.. apa la... anyway, slept the whole day on friday and half day on saturday. although i am weak physically, but my mind is active. I feel like going out, inventing new stuff. :)
What have I read this morning. I have been reading Genesis on the story of Joseph. Indeed, all those circumstances had made him a stronger and wiser man. He responded instead of reacting to evil. He forgave his enemies. What others meant for evil, God turn it to be good for Joseph. Indeed, God was watching over Joseph un-doubtly. ;)
I was already reading Psalm. :) Everytime David cried out for help, God rescued him. God protects him.
I was also reading the book of Isaiah. God is the one who will end the suffering that Israel had to endure. Peace will once again reign over Israel.
The above are some of my observations of who my beloved Father is in nature. Without Him, who am I. I want to be grateful for all that He is and has been in my life.
It is so easy to be discontent with life, but to look from His perspective, I have all that I want for in my life.
Of course, I do want a home that I can call my own and have more $$$ in my bank, but for now, I am contented. I want to choose to be contented and not compare. I want to enjoy life to the fullest. I want to appreciate my relationships and my work, my family and all that I have.
Selah
Shalom
Praise the Lord!!! :) :) :)
Doremi
What have I read this morning. I have been reading Genesis on the story of Joseph. Indeed, all those circumstances had made him a stronger and wiser man. He responded instead of reacting to evil. He forgave his enemies. What others meant for evil, God turn it to be good for Joseph. Indeed, God was watching over Joseph un-doubtly. ;)
I was already reading Psalm. :) Everytime David cried out for help, God rescued him. God protects him.
I was also reading the book of Isaiah. God is the one who will end the suffering that Israel had to endure. Peace will once again reign over Israel.
The above are some of my observations of who my beloved Father is in nature. Without Him, who am I. I want to be grateful for all that He is and has been in my life.
It is so easy to be discontent with life, but to look from His perspective, I have all that I want for in my life.
Of course, I do want a home that I can call my own and have more $$$ in my bank, but for now, I am contented. I want to choose to be contented and not compare. I want to enjoy life to the fullest. I want to appreciate my relationships and my work, my family and all that I have.
Selah
Shalom
Praise the Lord!!! :) :) :)
Doremi
Monday, October 4, 2010
mau tidur
weeeeeeeeeeeee...ngantuk bangat.. mau tidur non-stop.
what had happened? mom left after a month, flare dance production for 2010 sunday sudah finished over the weekend. a wholesome week, man. me super da tired. i need loads of rest to catch-up to. :)
hmm, maybe i will just take tomorrow off instead. that sounds jolly good. :)
read the story of jacob and rachel. :) I like.
It is so true that God who is a God of mercy and extremely patience with us. without him, we will have no way of becoming better.
what i notice about being Gods' children:
- there's always forgiveness of sins and repentance to restart life again
- God is MERCIFUL.
- God is EXTREMELY PATIENT with us
- We have to INDEED wait for GODS" PERFECT TIMING.
- We need to be PATIENT and in the same time, TRUST IN HIM
- We must NOT go ahead of GOD ie take decision on our own
- WE MUST HOPE
- We must be HONEST when we pray... God can accept us more than we know it
- GOD LOVES ME. I do not need to PROVE or earn my love by doing things
- I AM LOVED AND CHERISH..
- I AM PROTECTED
- I AM ADORE
- GOD IS WELL PLEASE with me..:)
OK la... gota chao// till we meet again
love love,
dodoreremimiiiiiiiiii.....
what had happened? mom left after a month, flare dance production for 2010 sunday sudah finished over the weekend. a wholesome week, man. me super da tired. i need loads of rest to catch-up to. :)
hmm, maybe i will just take tomorrow off instead. that sounds jolly good. :)
read the story of jacob and rachel. :) I like.
It is so true that God who is a God of mercy and extremely patience with us. without him, we will have no way of becoming better.
what i notice about being Gods' children:
- there's always forgiveness of sins and repentance to restart life again
- God is MERCIFUL.
- God is EXTREMELY PATIENT with us
- We have to INDEED wait for GODS" PERFECT TIMING.
- We need to be PATIENT and in the same time, TRUST IN HIM
- We must NOT go ahead of GOD ie take decision on our own
- WE MUST HOPE
- We must be HONEST when we pray... God can accept us more than we know it
- GOD LOVES ME. I do not need to PROVE or earn my love by doing things
- I AM LOVED AND CHERISH..
- I AM PROTECTED
- I AM ADORE
- GOD IS WELL PLEASE with me..:)
OK la... gota chao// till we meet again
love love,
dodoreremimiiiiiiiiii.....
Friday, September 3, 2010
Rising up in the midst of STILLNESS with PAPA
Scripture
Songs of Songs 2:10-14
The Man
10-14 Get up, my dear friend,
fair and beautiful lover—come to me!
Look around you: Winter is over;
the winter rains are over, gone!
Spring flowers are in blossom all over.
The whole world's a choir—and singing!
Spring warblers are filling the forest
with sweet arpeggios.
Lilacs are exuberantly purple and perfumed,
and cherry trees fragrant with blossoms.
Oh, get up, dear friend,
my fair and beautiful lover—come to me!
Come, my shy and modest dove—
leave your seclusion, come out in the open.
Let me see your face,
let me hear your voice.
For your voice is soothing
and your face is ravishing.
Psalm 63:2-4
2-4 So here I am in the place of worship, eyes open,
drinking in your strength and glory.
In your generous love I am really living at last!
My lips brim praises like fountains.
I bless you every time I take a breath;
My arms wave like banners of praise to you.
Observation
God is calling his beloved to come out from her hiding place and soar with him. I can see Gods' love for me, his daughter here.
I want to be out of this "uncertainty", to be close to my Father like before. The feeling of hopelessness and uncertainty is so real but God has not called me to that, but for a greater purpose.
God adores his children. He adores me and He wants the best for me. This I must always remember. I must not let his death be in vain.
Application
Today, this has reminded me of how important I am to the Lord. I must not throw away the "death" that Christ has paid for me.
Such peace in mind.
Prayer
Dear Lord, yes, I remember. I will focus unto you and not the things/circumstances around me. Please continue to shower your love and grace upon me so that I can do the same for others. :)
Loving you,
Doremi
Songs of Songs 2:10-14
The Man
10-14 Get up, my dear friend,
fair and beautiful lover—come to me!
Look around you: Winter is over;
the winter rains are over, gone!
Spring flowers are in blossom all over.
The whole world's a choir—and singing!
Spring warblers are filling the forest
with sweet arpeggios.
Lilacs are exuberantly purple and perfumed,
and cherry trees fragrant with blossoms.
Oh, get up, dear friend,
my fair and beautiful lover—come to me!
Come, my shy and modest dove—
leave your seclusion, come out in the open.
Let me see your face,
let me hear your voice.
For your voice is soothing
and your face is ravishing.
Psalm 63:2-4
2-4 So here I am in the place of worship, eyes open,
drinking in your strength and glory.
In your generous love I am really living at last!
My lips brim praises like fountains.
I bless you every time I take a breath;
My arms wave like banners of praise to you.
Observation
God is calling his beloved to come out from her hiding place and soar with him. I can see Gods' love for me, his daughter here.
I want to be out of this "uncertainty", to be close to my Father like before. The feeling of hopelessness and uncertainty is so real but God has not called me to that, but for a greater purpose.
God adores his children. He adores me and He wants the best for me. This I must always remember. I must not let his death be in vain.
Application
Today, this has reminded me of how important I am to the Lord. I must not throw away the "death" that Christ has paid for me.
Such peace in mind.
Prayer
Dear Lord, yes, I remember. I will focus unto you and not the things/circumstances around me. Please continue to shower your love and grace upon me so that I can do the same for others. :)
Loving you,
Doremi
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Loving you O Lord
Wow.. It has indeed been a while since I last blog!
I will be studying part-time for 2 years with International Christian Dance Fellowship. :) Can't wait. God is good ya. :)
Mom will be here soon, in a week time, for a month. Can't wait to spend some mom-daughter time together. It is indeed such a blessing for her to be here. :) Momsy is the best. :)
What do I want to see happening in the next 4 months?
- I want to grow deeper in the Word as well as in prayers
- I want to know what it means to be a true worshipper who worships from the heart..
- I want to worship in spirit and in truth.
- I want to bless others just like how God blesses me.
- I want to dance more.
- I want to paint.
- I want to see more creative artists in our community.
- I want to inspire and encourage others to use their artistic talents for Gods' glory.
Lord oh Lord, I want to be closer to you like never before. Teach me what it means to love and adore you just like Mary did before. I do not want to be Martha all the time but give me this heart to love and adore you. To soak in your Words like never before. I want to be here... listening attentively to your every words. They are indeed precious to me.
Loving you always,
Doreen C
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